Monday, August 27, 2012

Update 8/27/12

Been keeping up with the schedule, although I feel I should pay more attention to French (which admittedly has been slacking), but! I have some drawings to show you guys, as well as some Youtube videos I followed and learned on my Tin Whistle.

One last update, as well. I am pretty much done with my elimination diet. I have maybe a few minor details I want to iron out (how much of what will I react to specifically). But ultimately I found dairy and gluten to be the main culprits, so I am definitely staying away from them. White rice and beans are ok so far (except for mild stomach discomfort, could have been due to WHERE I got them as well). My last hurdle will be if there were to be an accidental exposure, how much will be tolerable? I seem to react to dairy less than gluten, but I'm not going to test the limits on that and I don't care to. I think I want to just... eat for a while and be healthy. Goodbye forever to those foods I haven't even thought about the last few months.... whatever you were...




Moving on! Here is my DeviantArt profile, please Watch it in order to get updates and because I drew some nude figure models, you may have to sign in to see some of the posts!

http://anm8ed.deviantart.com/

Also, here are three songs I have learned since starting to learn the tin whistle a few months ago. Watch out, they are catchy tunes!


(only the first on entitled "An Old Pair of Shoes")








(I'm still learning the ornaments on this one, and I'm not using a Pennywhistle, I have a Tin Whistle in D.)









And of course my main inspiration for learning Tin Whistle, this video









And this will be my latest challenge. Too fast? No worries, I got that taken care of.





Enjoy!

Seeing Your Roots

This is kind of an impromptu post, as before this morning, I didn't even consider this to be a topic. I'm a huge believer in evolution and I trust my body more than most doctors just because humans have been around way longer than modern medicine. I feel we should have a little more faith in that fact alone.

I had an eye appointment this morning, mostly to order contact lenses and to ask about a condition I've developed. My eyes have been extremely dry and I looked up the symptoms only to find that I have "Dry Eyes", which doesn't help much. The doc told me the same thing. I asked her a few more questions and she indirectly told me that sometimes wearing contact lenses can cause this sort of thing to happen, and that it is common and all I have to do is take some of these eye drops 4 times a day for MONTHS and then see if it improves. Doesn't sound fun. So I asked her about Lasik, and she said no surgeon would operate on someone who has that kind of dry eye condition.

So let me get this straight.

This temporary fix to nearsightedness could potentially be causing other problems that prevent me from a permanent fix?

That seems a little backwards to me. I won't even go into the insurance problems I had with coverage yet again, but it seems to me that the ultimate goal here is not for the benefit of me and my possible permanent fix to nearsightedness but a way to keep me coming back for more prescriptions and in some cases, drugs.

I looked up some potential causes of myopia (nearsightedness) and it seems to correlate with a number of factors including (but not limited to) lack of Vitamin D/ Sun Exposure, reading, computer usage, TV usage, and other things that basically limit your eye muscles to seeing short distances.

Now it seems to me that all exceptions aside, one could potentially go outside more and maybe "re-train" their eyes to at least reduce their use of glasses or contacts? Maybe even to the point of elimination? I've done some basic research, the "Bates Method" seems to be the most popular and I've already downloaded it to my Kindle. But I want to do more than just read. I think it's necessary to step away from the computer and go outside more to really get my eyes working outside again (I can only see shapes and colors farther than about 10 feet right now), maybe even watch shows/movies at a distance (since I AM still keeping up with pop culture due to my schedule), and whatever exercises they recommend. I could go further and reduce the size of the text on my screen or something, but I'll stick with something simple to ensure consistency.

Let me just make a statement. I TRULY believe our dependency on our current prescriptions (in most cases) is what prevents our eyes from getting better. If hunter-gatherers in other cultures and in our past ever had this sort of nearsightedness, they would not survive. But this epidemic of nearsightedness is ridiculous in my opinion, and making some industry incredibly wealthy. Ahem.

With that said, I will be only wearing contacts when I go out to important public events, wearing my glasses during other times to try and improve the dryness that may be caused by the contacts, and whenever I am in front of a computer or reading, I am going to try to use nothing to see. After reading this book, I will update you guys on what else I will be doing.

Oh and of course adding these elements into my diet. Almost forgot about that :) Mostly will be fish oil supplements and more carrots, because the rest is either not in my lifestyle choices, or is already in my belly almost every night (Yummmm Kale).

I'm not really looking for feedback on this post, even the science side. Frankly, I want to try it and let that dictate my opinion and how it applies to me. Other than that, I hope you are all well. Feel free to email me at sonya.m.ballas@gmail.com if you have any questions or suggestions!




Saturday, August 4, 2012

Adaptation and Your Schedule

I got so excited about the last post, that I forgot how often things change! Recently, I've taken on a few more side projects in my spare time which will be eating into my time to improve my skills in other areas. But no fear! I feel this is a good thing, and everyone should expect (and welcome) change in their life, and their schedule. Here are some steps you can take to stay on track:

Being able to adapt is probably one of the most important skills you need when trying to reach a goal. Things will change, and you can't let that distract, discourage, or even delay you. The first step is to...

Recognize.

Identifying change takes some practice, but it's the most crucial step IMO. Look for patterns. Are you delaying into your schedule when you stat more often than not? Do you find yourself not wanting to continue for various reasons? Stop to take a second and think. For instance, when I got home this past week, I noticed that because I went out to eat at lunch everyday (we just recently moved offices at work and haven't gotten a fridge yet) I felt inclined to take an extra few minutes to really make a dinner that I was proud of. I didn't plan on this. I also had some health issues preventing me from doing my exercises. Nor did I plan on more work hours in the morning, meaning I had to go to bed early. Both of which cut into the hours I laid out for drawing, french, and pop culture nights. In addition to this, launching a game project gave me more reason to delay from starting at the right times. See where I'm going? New things presented new problems with the schedule I had just set up. So what now?

Redefine What's Important.

I've been enjoying my pop culture nights, but I've also been exposing myself to things on the weekends. Two nights a week is a little excessive, especially full nights I could be using for projects. Also, I've been making progress a lot more in French with a program I found called DuoLingo, which i feel is more efficient than the original study plan. I haven't been drawing as much, but when I do practice, I've been making a lot of progress. So all three can be cut down to either less time or less often, or both. In addition to this, I realized it's been about 3 weeks since I played my tin whistle! I've been trying to learn new tunes, so I think I should factor that back in. But ultimately, I need to dedicate at least 2 hours a night to certain projects and that will be the most important thing right now.

Implement a New Schedule.


Taking action is important. Now that you know what went wrong and keep the scope of your goals in mind, you can reconstruct something to try. After adjusting some things around, this is what the future holds for me:



Last step?

Try It.

If you find it difficult to keep up with, then maybe your expectations are a little ambitious. Pick one thing to focus on for a month or two and then add on or switch when you're satisfied. Whatever makes you happiest.
Just remember the first step and keep an eye out for when things aren't working like you want.

That's about it for me, I'll post an update to let you know how it's working. If you really want, I'll post it in French ;)